I don't know , I don't know .

Listening To : Imagine Me Without You - Jaci Velazquez

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Anyway , I don't know what's the sake for me to blog today .
I've nothing to blog , seriously .
I'm in damn complicated & deep thoughts now , I'm worried .
I don't know what's gonna happen ,
I thought of many many things . But I can't solve the problem by myself at all !
Never mind , I leave everything to fate .
Like what I always say , let fate decides it all .
Whatever its going to happen , life goes on , right ?
I used to face all these problems strongly , except for some .
This time , it's not gonna beat me down , right ?
I don't know , I hoped so . Michelle , stay strong okay !
I trust that me , myself & I , will face everything strongly , perhaps .
Be it better or worst , I just have to know one fact .
One fact that will forever be kept in my heart .
I'm prepared , to face every single consequences (: I trust that I can do it !
Michelle Michelle Michelle ! You must stay strong no matter what happens !
I kept everything inside , I just don't wanna say it out .
By the time I say everything out , everything will turned out to be worst .
I don't want that to happen , I want problems to be solved happily [:
Hiding inside doesn't makes me feel any pain , perhaps only a lil ?
So what ? As long as my strong will asked me to stay strong , I will .
I believe in myself .
Whatever the ending is , perhaps it will be :
- Down with envy I will go when I see certain things .
OR
- Deep in satisfication I am with my life (:
LOLOLOL , I don't know what am I thinking . Damn my mind , fuck .
Tears tears & tears , what I can do is to flow tears down my cheeks .
Somehow , I think that I can't control my emotions at all ?
I don't know , I'll continue flowing tears , no one seemed to care too .
Whatever it is , I can't change everything that's happening .
I hope that my life would be better , like I say , I hope .
Things might turn out to be worst too , whatever it is .
How I wish that I could just bang on the wall hardly till I'm waken up totally .
I'm lost .


Howiwishthatallthosethingsdoesnthappenorexistinmylifeatall.
Ificouldeverrewindthetime,ihopethaticanstopallthatfromhappening.
Sothatthesweetnesswillnevereverbegone,andremainedthereforeverandever.
Butwhateveritsgonnahappen,lifegoeson.Imwillingtodoanythingthatwillsatisfyyou.
Byseeingyouhappy,Ifeelhappinesstoo.EventhoughIdontgetwhatIwanted.
SeriouslyIcansaythatIregrettedalot,ifonlyallthoseneverhappen.
SothatIcanfeelyourloveeverymomentofmylife,stayingbymyside.
Icantfeelthelove,allicansayisthat.Babyimsorry.
Ijusthopethatthingswillbebetterforthebothofus,Ihopedso.

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